My Incompleteness / Gaurav

Amidst of waving curtains of fog and darkness,
The memory is ticking,
All these days have been absorbed into the cold walls,
You always escape from my hug,
I wake up in unconciousness,
And I try to cover you with my incompleteness.

It has always been tough for me
To break the talisman of your breathe
And cross that cloud.
I am freezed
In this flying smoke
Feeling cursed...
I want to sway my throbs into the wind...
But I know where my borders are.
My hands can't reach yours...


And I'll be getting holes after holes
Somewhere on left side of my chest.
And you will keep spreading the rains
somewhere else.
But amidst of that rain if you have time,
Just have a look on the shadow...
that will be created on
The surface of water that you will pour...
It will swing at the tunes of your
Innocent laugh.

I'll keep dying
in small installments,
This is the way life kills...
Death is so innocent...
Death is just...
It kills once only... and everyone.
I will drown myself with some hope
And I'll be finished
If you will ever ask me
To vacate this land of incompleteness.

A Kiss is a Terrible Thing to Waste / Meat Loaf

If you listen, to the night
You can hear the darkness call
I can barely stand to wait
I can barely stand at all
C’mon closer to me now
It’s like we’re sharing the same skin
We gotta get out of this jail
We gotta let the future in
So many things in your life
That your bound to regret
Why didn’t I do that?
Why didn’t I do this?
So many chances you lost
That you’ll never forget
Why didn’t I make it?
Why didn’t I take it right there?
The loneliest words you’ll ever know
If only-if only it was so
The emptiest words that there’ll ever be:
It could have been me. it could have been me
The loneliest words you’ll ever know
If only-if only it was so
The emptiest words that there’ll ever be:
It could have been me. it could have been me
You’ll have to pay for it later
If you don’t get it when it’s going for free
Believe me -! believe me -!

A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
It’s something that’s always been so
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste

And one of these nights
You’re gonna show me that you already know
There’s a feast waiting for you
And you’ve never even gotten a taste
It’s later than you think and
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste!
You shouldn’t tremble when we touch
There’s no reason for these fears
It’s a promise that was made
We’ve been promised this for years
I wanna show you it all
What to do and where and how!
Cause we’ll never be as young as we are right now
We’ll never be as young as we are right now!

So many cries in the night
That you try to ignore
Why didn’t I do this?
Why didn’t I do that?
So many unanswered prayers
So many unopened doors
Why didn’t I take it?
Why didn’t I make it come true?
The loneliest words you’ll ever know:
If only - if only it was so
The emptiest words that there’ll ever be:
It could have been me
It could have been me
The loneliest words you’ll ever- know:
If only - if only it was so
The emptiest words that there’ll ever be:
It could have been me
It could have been me
You’ll have to pay for it later:
If you don’t get it when it’s going for free!
Believe me! believe me, believe me!

A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
It’s something that has always been so
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste

And one of these nights
I’m gonna show you that you already know...
There’s a feast waiting for you
And you’ve never even gotten a taste
It’s later than, you think and
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste!
There’s a feast waiting for you
And you’ve never even gotten a taste
It’s later than you think and
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste!

Tyre tracks and broken hearts
That’s all we’re leaving behind!
It doesn’t matter what we’re losing
It only matters what we’re going to find!
Tyre tracks and broken hearts
That’s all we’re leaving behind!
It doesn’t matter what we’re losing
It only matters what we’re going to find!
Tyre tracks and broken hearts
That’s all we’re leaving behind!
It doesn’t matter what we’re losing
It only matters what we’re going to find!
Tyre tracks and broken hearts
That’s all we’re leaving behind!
It doesn’t matter what we’re losing
It only matters what we’re going to find!
There’s a feast waiting for you
And you’ve never even gotten a taste
It’s later than you think and
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste
A kiss is a terrible thing to waste

Can I Touch You There... - Michael Bolton

Baby, show me what you feel
Come to me, show me somethin' real
I need to know, I need you completely
(closer, baby, closer) Come on closer, baby (let's begin)
Love is takin' over, gotta let it in
Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you
I need to reach the very deepest part of you

Chorus:
Can I touch you there, touch you deep inside
Can I touch your heart, the way you're touchin' mine
Can I touch you there, touch you deep within, oh
Can I touch you there, can I touch you oh...(there)

Oooh Baby, tell me with your eyes
Tell me every secret, darlin'
Every deep desire, till you and I
Are makin' love completely
(closer,baby, closer) come on closer, baby,
(can't be close enough)
I can't help the way I hold you
I just hunger for your love
Oooh and I need to feel the heart of you
I need to reach the deepest part of you

Chorus:

All I wanna dois touch you, baby
Touch you very soul insideof you
Oooh and I need to feel the heart of you
I need to reach the very deepest part of you
Oh, let me be the one to show you
Just what love can do
Come on, baby, come on

Chorus

SPIRAL STARECASE / MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY

I don't remember what day it was
I didn't notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true
I'll be spending time with you

Every day's a new day in love with you
With each day comes a new way of loving you
Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wander
And if all my dreams come true
I'll be spending time with you

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But, darling, not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow's date means springtime's just a day away
Cupid, we don't need ya now, be on your way
I thank the lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger
And I always will be true
I know you feel the same way too

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But only half as much as tomorrow

To... I don't know.....

Deep eyes so full of life,
A wonder all of their own
So beautiful and precious
Oh!!! to see those eyes smile
Such a beautiful sight
How can I dare to look into those eyes
When I look into them
A kind of peace comes over me
And I try to know
Something about this pair of crystal balls,
that reside just below your eyebrows,
I want to measure the limits of these limitless eyes,
But I am not so brave like Christopher Columbus,
Neither I have Santa Maria,
the ship on which Columbus tried to measure the Sea...
So I've failed always..
Beautiful Crystal eyes
Always haunting me...
teasing me
Reminding me of what I want...
can't have
Why do they haunt me so...
When will I be free of them
Constantly held captive by
those most beautiful creations of Almighty God,
Beautiful eyes
Always there -
A reminder of what I want...can't have
A reminder of...my checks...
How human I am with all my limitations...
Such beautiful Deep eyes
Beautiful Your eyes...

LAST NIGHT

Last night
dewdrops fell
in a slow mist
on the closed lips
of the delicate buds.

In the intimate
bed of flowers,
under the scarf
of the blue night,
the dewdrops gave wings
to fairy tales.
A pair of twin souls
swimming in the gentle
chaos of the heart,
weighing the sky
on their delicate wings.
Last night,
it was a full moon.

Last night,
dreams were luminous.

Last night,
I was with you...
in my dreams....in my thoughts.....in my subconscious.

Lost Memories

I was deranged to think you still could love me
I was mad to think you’d still want me
What am I but a lost memory to you?

My credulity that it was meant to be
I locked it down and didn’t set it free
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I never would have believed you would hate me
But now you show that harsh emotion clearly
What am I but a lost memory to you?

The stories I give you have no credibility
So now I must live with this humility
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I wish I had some way to make you believe me
I wish I was able to help you find your memory
What am I but a lost memory to you?

There must be a way to detach my heart from thee,
This isn’t the way that it is supposed to be
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I assume the reason is that I am not me lovely
Oh, I wish it was only my love you could see
What am I but a lost memory to you?

All the days were joyous when you loved me
But now I am devoid of your love and I’m lonely
What am I but a lost memory to you?

To love you my heart has always been my fee
But now you forgot that only you can set it free
What am I but a lost memory to you?

It may be impossible to find your old memory
But maybe you can deice your heart for me.
I can be more than a lost memory to you

Is there a way to cycle back to the old days of “We?”
What an incredulously mad idea, you don’t love me
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I must deflate all of these silly dreams quickly
Dispose of them before I am driven crazy
Why am I a lost memory to you?

Now I must deploy to a sad world without thee
And try, like you, to forget those happy memories
I will always be a lost memory to you

Mirage

I dance to the illusive mirages
As i trudge on the desert sands
My throat is dry
Dry like these desert sands
In this mirrors of mirage

Mirages illude me
Like a dream
I feel interned in this heat
The desert....
Trackless..
Grim and grotesque
I feel desolate

But like a white rose
Amidst blackjacks
A refuge emerges
In this mirrors of mirage

Lord...
Make the deceptive mirages
Vanish like dust in the wind
Let them perish
In this desert sands
This mirrors and mirages

The mirrors know me
The mirage knows deception only
In this confusing pull
Of mirrors of mirage

Trepidations fill my heart
Tremors shake my tired limbs
Terror terrorizes my whole being
This feeling of confusion and uncertainity
In this mirrors of mirage

Serpents hiss with sworn severity
This mirages-deceptive even to them
The desert harsh and horrendous
They hiss with foreboding relentlessness
In this mirrors of mirage

Behold....
Acacia trees everywhere
Here and there
Water...
Here and there
In this mirrors of mirage

By the acacia trees
Love grows and glows
Like psychedellic lights
In this mirages

The water humms...
Sottovace...
Of the conquered heart..
In this mirrors of mirage.

Ode to your beauty / Pablo Neruda

With chaste heart, and pure
eyes
I celebrate you, my beauty,
restraining my blood
so that the line
surges and follows
your contour,
and you bed yourself in my verse,
as in woodland, or wave-spume:
earth’s perfume,
sea’s music.

Nakedly beautiful,
whether it is your feet, arching
at a primal touch
of sound or breeze,
or your ears,
tiny spiral shells
from the splendour of America’s oceans.
Your breasts also,
of equal fullness, overflowing
with the living light
and, yes,
winged
your eyelids of silken corn
that disclose
or enclose
the deep twin landscapes of your eyes.

The line of your back
separating you
falls away into paler regions
then surges
to the smooth hemispheres
of an apple,
and goes splitting
your loveliness
into two pillars
of burnt gold, pure alabaster,
to be lost in the twin clusters of your feet,
from which, once more, lifts and takes fire
the double tree of your symmetry:
flower of fire, open circle of candles,
swollen fruit raised
over the meeting of earth and ocean.

Your body – from what substances
agate, quartz, ears of wheat,
did it flow, was it gathered,
rising like bread
in the warmth,
and signalling hills
silvered,
valleys of a single petal, sweetnesses
of velvet depth,
until the pure, fine, form of woman
thickened
and rested there?

It is not so much light that falls
over the world
extended by your body
its suffocating snow,
as brightness, pouring itself out of you,
as if you were
burning inside.

Under your skin the moon is alive.

Love grew up in me

Love grew up in me
like the moon between two palm-trees
that have never embraced each other.

The intimate murmur of two bodies
made the cooing the sea-swell brings,
but the voice and throat go stiffed,
the lips turned to stone.

So... I am silent.

The longing to encircle you
keeps me alive,
and my arms’ desire to reach out
and grasp you hard...

So hard and so close that we can exchange our heartbeats.

Love and the moon passed
and devoured my lonely body.
And I am the ghost who searches
for you and utters your name in dreams

from far... So far that you can't hear...

Whisper of Heart......Goodbye Again / John Denver

Today I am going to post a song by John Denver, the following composition makes me feel if you want to go away from someone, but that person constantly comes to you... in thoughts... in dreams... you recall the time spent with her and you unconsciously get surprised if someone utters her name... now I can recall a couple of lines from a great poet before I go to the composition of John Denever. The couplet is like,

Bechain wo hi nahi, bequaraar mai bhi hoon,
aur zabaan kehti hai k saaraa kasoor usaka thaa,
zamiir kehtaa hai k zimmedaar mai bhi hoon.

[ Not only that person is restless, I also am equally desperate. And the tongue says that she/he is the guilty. But the heart says that I also am responsible.]



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It’s five o’clock this morning, and the sun is on the rise
There’s frosting on the window pane, and sorrow in your eyes
The stars are fading quietly, the night is nearly gone
And so you turn away from me, and tears begin to come

And it’s goodbye again, I’m sorry to be leavin’ you
Goodbye again, as if you didn’t know
It’s goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me
Why do we always fight when I have to go

It seems a shame to leave you now, the days are soft and warm
I long to lay me down again, to hold you in my arms
I long to kiss the tears away, give you back the smile
Other voices beckon me, to go a little while

And it’s goodbye again, I’m sorry to be leavin’ you
Goodbye again, as if you didn’t know
It’s goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me
Why do we always fight when I have to go

Have to go and see some friends of mine, some that I don’t know
Some who aren’t familiar with my name,
It’s something that’s inside of me not hard to understand
It’s anyone who listens to me sing

And if your hours are empty now, who am I to blame
You think if I were always here, our love would be the same
As it is the time we have, is worth the time alone
And lying by your side, the greatest peace I’ve ever known

But it’s goodbye again, I’m sorry to be leavin’ you
Goodbye again, as if you didn’t know
It’s goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me
Why do we always fight when I have to go

Looking at a picture

Looking at a picture
that was once colorful,
now turns to grey.
The faces that used
to smile, turned away.
The arms that held one-another
fell at each others side.
My memories that held
this photo togther dies.
The feeling of this picture
was a joy but now
tears fill My eyes.
Always,
Everything that has a begining has an end.
These moments we spend.
The secrets that are in
me are deep.
The secrets
is what they strive to keep.
Now as they sleep.
I keep this photo and burn it into my head and my Heart
The memories in these
photo are now dead.
The names of her
now decay...but I want to always remember...
My Lord!!! Will you bless me with this boon??
Unike the momories in her minds blew away....
And she made me the forgotten Past.
My Lord!!!
You made me to forget all the
good and bad things...
But I want to posses this memory
as the most prized possession...
My Lord!!! Will you bless me with this boon??
please bless me...

I was looking at a photo

I was looking at a photo,
of my friend today,
Her beauty shines out,
in every way,
Those eyes
that show her pure soul
Nose and mouth
there’s beauty in it all
That smile that
takes my heart away...
I love her more
each and every day
I know we will
never be a part
She has my soul
she holds my heart
She takes me to
places no other could
She is kind... gentle... loving and good
I thought I was loosing her some days ago
But I pray to God she is still alive
No other would ever take her place
Looking at the photo such a lovely face