Lost Memories

I was deranged to think you still could love me
I was mad to think you’d still want me
What am I but a lost memory to you?

My credulity that it was meant to be
I locked it down and didn’t set it free
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I never would have believed you would hate me
But now you show that harsh emotion clearly
What am I but a lost memory to you?

The stories I give you have no credibility
So now I must live with this humility
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I wish I had some way to make you believe me
I wish I was able to help you find your memory
What am I but a lost memory to you?

There must be a way to detach my heart from thee,
This isn’t the way that it is supposed to be
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I assume the reason is that I am not me lovely
Oh, I wish it was only my love you could see
What am I but a lost memory to you?

All the days were joyous when you loved me
But now I am devoid of your love and I’m lonely
What am I but a lost memory to you?

To love you my heart has always been my fee
But now you forgot that only you can set it free
What am I but a lost memory to you?

It may be impossible to find your old memory
But maybe you can deice your heart for me.
I can be more than a lost memory to you

Is there a way to cycle back to the old days of “We?”
What an incredulously mad idea, you don’t love me
What am I but a lost memory to you?

I must deflate all of these silly dreams quickly
Dispose of them before I am driven crazy
Why am I a lost memory to you?

Now I must deploy to a sad world without thee
And try, like you, to forget those happy memories
I will always be a lost memory to you